Killing Subject

Try to make a wild guess on which subject I'm talking about

 *nervous*

 *waiting for an answer*

YES!! you're right!

It's CPP!!

a.k.a Pinciples of Chemical Processes 

The only subject that I found to be EXTREMELY diffiicult to handle this semester

because one may read the book & understand concepts now

but end up struggling with the questions later

I had my CPP finals yesterday

It was a nightmare for me :/

That's the1st time of mine 

leaving so many blanks on the exam paper

There's not even a question which is completely filled with answers

I had a hard time from the start

reading & understanding the questions

It was so so so difficult

my mind just went blank when going through those questions

seriously

Test 1 & 2 are NOTHING compared to this finals

Somehow I wish to put the blame on the instructors!

The guy who kept talking & distracted my concentration during the exam

The guy who kept complaining that he didn't get any instruction 

of letting us bringing the 2 sheets formula

wasting our time, hesitating whether we're allowed to use the copied formula papers

Those assistants who just only started distributing those charts and tables after half an hour 

I know I shouldn't accused them on my failure

coz I'm the one to be blamed

If I'm well-prepared

I'll face no problems solving those questions 

and be able to stand up confidently, asking for those tables

instead of wasting my time, sitting quietly, panicking 

wondering where I should get those values from in order to start my calculations

I was so helpless that time

I thought I'm going to cry right after the exam

but I didn't

I guess I was too depressed 

Since I screwed this paper

and there'e a high possibility of me failing this subject

Maybe it's time for me to rearrange my 2nd sem timetable

My only hope now is that Dr. Robiah wouldn't be pissed off when she marked my paper

God! Bless me!