Time to say goodbye

Time really flies. With the last paper I had on Tuesday, this indicates that I've completed my first semester studies. 

Yesterday, after picking up my bro, I went back to my college to pack things for the second time & return my room keys to the office. Since I lived in a all-girl-hostel, my bro was not allowed to go up with me. I had to do the movings all by myself. I guess I have too many stuffs there.. It nearly killed me to remove all the things from my room. =.=

I just don't get it. Why would we have to pack our things when we're going to stay in the same room next semester? That's gonna be so troublesome. Imagine that I have to move for so many times in the future years! and I heard that the authorities may rent those rooms to outsiders during the holidays. I just wonder who would like to rent those rooms for such a short period. Menyusahkan saya saja >.<

Ohh..and that's my desk in the pic! Quite messy right? Hahaha~ 

Here, I would like to thank my bro for willing to accompany me back to hostel. He's much better than me at recognizing the route now after daddy's training. ( He is the one who pick me up every Saturday. Of course, with dad sitting beside =] ) He even taught me which way and which lane is better to drive on. LOL.

I was so tired after the packings, so I forced him to drive me back. What an evil sister I am :P

But I treated him and sis with McD after that..so I think he's ok with that then! Hehe..

It still seems unreal for me till now..coz my 1st semester just end like that.. It's kinda short..Haha~ Well, I shouldn't think about this right now. It's time to move on. I need to start reading the TITAS. :( Anyway,

Happy Holidays, everyone! =D

Killing Subject

Try to make a wild guess on which subject I'm talking about

 *nervous*

 *waiting for an answer*

YES!! you're right!

It's CPP!!

a.k.a Pinciples of Chemical Processes 

The only subject that I found to be EXTREMELY diffiicult to handle this semester

because one may read the book & understand concepts now

but end up struggling with the questions later

I had my CPP finals yesterday

It was a nightmare for me :/

That's the1st time of mine 

leaving so many blanks on the exam paper

There's not even a question which is completely filled with answers

I had a hard time from the start

reading & understanding the questions

It was so so so difficult

my mind just went blank when going through those questions

seriously

Test 1 & 2 are NOTHING compared to this finals

Somehow I wish to put the blame on the instructors!

The guy who kept talking & distracted my concentration during the exam

The guy who kept complaining that he didn't get any instruction 

of letting us bringing the 2 sheets formula

wasting our time, hesitating whether we're allowed to use the copied formula papers

Those assistants who just only started distributing those charts and tables after half an hour 

I know I shouldn't accused them on my failure

coz I'm the one to be blamed

If I'm well-prepared

I'll face no problems solving those questions 

and be able to stand up confidently, asking for those tables

instead of wasting my time, sitting quietly, panicking 

wondering where I should get those values from in order to start my calculations

I was so helpless that time

I thought I'm going to cry right after the exam

but I didn't

I guess I was too depressed 

Since I screwed this paper

and there'e a high possibility of me failing this subject

Maybe it's time for me to rearrange my 2nd sem timetable

My only hope now is that Dr. Robiah wouldn't be pissed off when she marked my paper

God! Bless me!

Shocking Tuesday

                                                      SHOCKED!
                                             That's the first thought I had
                            when I saw the message you sent to us via facebook
                                         that you're engaging next month
                                           and getting married next year!

                                                I shouldn't be shocked
            as there are other people I knew who got married at a young age of eighteen
                                          and she's even having a daughter now
                                                          but still
                                         I'm having a hard time to swallow this
                                            as you're a close friend of mine
                                            as you're the first in our F5 gang

                                                        Dunno why
                                  I felt that you're not so excited about this
                                     from the way you present this news
                   I just wish that you're not accepting your future husband's proposal
                              because of responsibility and hardship you faced
                            coz I really hope that you're happy with your choice
                                          and I WANT you to be happy!


                                                    I don't know
                                  Maybe it's just my misinterpretation of words

                                                      After all

                                           I just want you to know that

                       though most of them,your besties are not in Malaysia right now

                                    but all of us would always be there for you!

                                       Happy Wedding, Thilaka!

PS: I did follow your words not to post anything on facebook

      but I spread it through my blog =P